Monday, June 30, 2008
Jenny Butler and Stacey Windover - 30 hour tour....Gilligan ain't got nothing on us!!
Home sweet home!
Pray for safe travels and health. We have a long day of flying ahead of us and cannot wait to be in our own beds for a long sleep.
"I THANK MY GOD EVRY TIME I REMEMBER YOU. IN ALL MY PRAYERS FOR ALL OF YOU, I ALWAYS PRAY WITH JOY BECAUSE OF YOUR PARTNERSHIP IN THE GOSPEL FROM THE FIRST DAY UNTIL NOW, BEING CONFIDENT OF THIS, THAT HE WHO BEGAN A GOOD WORK IN YOU WILL CARRY IT ON TO COMPLETION UNTIL THE DAY OF CHRIST JESUS."
PHILIPPIANS 1:3-6
THANK YOU FOR YOUR CONTINUOUS PRAYERS!
Sunday, June 29, 2008
The city of Almaty!
Pray as we all prepare to head home after this amazing experience. Pray that we would continue to listen to what God is teaching us every day and be able to seek His words daily.
"FINALLY, MY BROTHER, REJOICE IN THE LORD!"
PHILIPPIANS 3:1A
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Being with the kids/babies-day 2
Pray as we go back, that we would continue to see what God wants from us and that we would be able to see him clearly every moment.
"RELIGION THAT GOD OUR FATHER ACCEPTS AS PURE AND FAULTLESS IS THIS: TO LOOK AFTER ORPHANS AND WIDOWS IN THEIR DISTRESS AND TO KEEP ONESELF FROM BEING POLLUTED BY THE WORLD."
JAMES 1:27
Friday, June 27, 2008
Almaty here we are!
Pray that we all have strength and energy. The train ride was long and all of us are wanting to nap, but the prospect of more kids makes us energized.
"GOD'S COMPASSION IS TOTAL, ABSOLUTE, UNCONDITIONAL, WITHOUT RESERVATION. IT IS THE COMPASSION OF THE ONE WHO KEEPS GOING TO THE MOST FORGOTTEN CORNERS OF THE WORLD, AND WHO CANNOT REST AS LONG AS HE KNOWS THAT THERE ARE STILL HUMAN BEINGS WITH TEARS IN THEIR EYES."
-NOUWEN, MCNEILL, MORRISON......COMPASSION
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Final Day in Taraz.
Please pray as we must say goodbye to the kids and take our long journey back to Almaty. Pray for strength and health, as we are all on a fast track trip.
"WHAT IF SOME DID NOT HAVE FAITH? WILL THEIR LACK OF FAITH NULLIFY GOD'S FAITHFULNESS? NOT AT ALL! LET GOD BE TRUE AND EVERY MAN A LIAR."
ROMANS 3:3-4A
"IF WE ARE FAITHLESS, HE WILL REMAIN FAITHFUL FOR HE CANNOT DISOWN HIMSELF"
2 TIMOTHY 2:13
Jenny Buttler - Jesus Loves Me This I Know...
Yesterday was the highlight of my trip. We went to one of the nicer orphanages first. They had a decent playground area and it seemed somewhat very clean. Although we would consider the kids filthy dirty by American standards - to the point where if Nathan or Gracyn were that dirty, I would literally hose them down before entering the house - they were by far cleaner than any of the kids we had seen.
We started with the younger children - such precious little faces with bright eyes full of hope. It was very hard to tell with some of them because of their shaved heads (to prevent lice) which were boys and which were girls. And some of the boys had girls clothes and shoes on and vice versa. The children all lined up on little benches and received bubbles. They were ecstatic. Even some of the older children - upwards of 13 were excited to get bubbles. Something that the teenagers in America would probably sneer at. After the bubbles came the slap bracelets. Even more excitement. Many of them wanted me to write their name in English. It was such an incredible opportunity to get to know them. I wrote on every bracelet I could either Jesus loves you or I love you. They then wanted to know what that meant - which I tried with the few phrases I had picked up to explain by drawing a heart and giving them a hug and then touching my heart - they seemed to get it and smiled sooooo big. After the slap bracelets came the stuffed animals - even MORE excitement. I wish that I had packed every single stuffed animal that I had. If you guys could have seen the way that these children clung to these animals. It really brought tears to my eyes. Many of them ran to their leaders and then would run back to us and say in English “Tank u bery!” They were going to some of the translators to find out how to say thank you in English.
We spent most of the morning playing and holding hands and hugging each other. I was amazed at some of the older children and how they wanted to participate as much as the five year olds. I spent the most time with a boy name Sasha who was fifteen who had such a sweet spirit about him. His mother and father had recently died and no one in his family wanted or could afford to take care of him. He had just arrived at the orphanage very recently and told me (through the translator) that although he was very sad about his parents dying that our arrival had cheered him up and that he now knew that one day he wanted to go and live in America because of how kind everyone there must be. We visited for quiet a while and I ended up getting the address so that I could write him letters.
We left shortly after that to go on to the second orphanage (which was the second one that we went to the day before where I brought all of the girls the nail polish and hair things). When we arrived, Ayman spent a great deal of time talking with the director. When she returned, I experienced some disappointment. The boy that I had asked about adopting with the dazzling blue eyes was not available. He had four or five brothers and sisters and his mom had just died in a car crash and they could not find his father. I had spent a good deal of the night imagining how much fun he andNathan would have together. Just not meant to be.
I was so touched to see that ALL of the girls had done their hair - most of the little ones with long hair had pig-tails with the little bows that I brought!! They all looked soo cute. The older girls immediately ran up to me and showed me their nails and I was swarmed by hugs and English “hallow”s. We were there to do a few more crafts, but I had bought some paper and markers at a market and they were more interested in sitting down with me and coloring pictures.
There was one girl in particular that was 18, she was absolutley beautiful and was leaving the orphanage in three days to go live with her sister in Almaty. Her sister had a degree for teaching English, so we exchanged addresses and she was thrilled when I told her that the Hadassah’s Hope organization would be returning to Kazakhstan next year. She wanted to know if I would be returning, and I told her that I would love to and that I would do all I could, but that was a long way from now and that I was not promising. She said that she would love to return to orphanages and do what we are doing. She was so sweet and so inquisitive! She wanted to see pictures of my family, and when I pulled out my camera, I showed them all the pictures I had taken of Amsterdam. They saw the pictures of us while we were taking the boat tour and wanted to know if we were safe on the water and were their crocodiles in the river? So many questions and such curiosity. I drew a map of the united states and pointed out where we were from and then the questions started…. What is your house like, do you have grass in your yard, how many channels do you get on a tv, is there music there, what is your favorite food, can you buy things at the store, and then the zinger question….. have you ever given your children up for adoption, and how long have you had your children. It was then that it hit me that these girls have such a different idea of family, and they were so completely interested in my family. I sat with the translator for over an hour on the dirty wet ground from the rain answering their questions.
The best came when one of the girls asked if I liked to listen to music. I explained to her that I really did not listen to alot of music because I have three kids and we really like to watch movies and listen to the music from the movies. They asked if I could sing them an American song and the only song I could think of was Jesus Loves Me. So they wanted to hear it. I sang it a couple of times, with them clapping along, and then I noticed some of them humming it. Talk about an answered prayer of planting some seeds!!! As I sung, I really prayed that they would one day know what those words meant. As soon as I was done singing, it was time to go. As we were gathering our things - she ran to Vera, who had the patience of Job to sit and translate for the tons of questions that they were peppering me with - and then ran back to me and in English said “Please to not forget me!” I kissed her forehead and put my hands on her cheeks and told her that God loves her and even if we never see each other again, my life has been changed by meeting her. I reassured her that once she got to Almaty, if she would write me with the help of her sister, that I would certainly keep in touch with her.
It was such an amazing day. One that I will never forget for sure. We are leaving Taraz tonight at 10:45 on train back to Almaty to go on to an orphanage in Taraz. I am not quite sure if I will have any internet access from there, but I do want to leave a message for my husband……
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It has been a wonderful four years full of ups and downs. God has blessed me with such an amazing wonderful kind-hearted caring supportive husband that I can’t wait to run back to! I feel like I have been gone from you for months. I thank God for you and for the wonderful children that you have given me. I know that I do not tell you enough how much I appreciate everything you do for me and for our children. Without you to support me, this trip would not have happened. I really hope that everything is going ok back home. I love you and miss you and I promise that at some point this summer, we will take a really wonderful (although probably short) little anniversary getaway. If you could only see some of these children! I want for God to prepare our hearts and our (new) home (wherever that may be) for the possibility of one of them. I will see you all very soon! I love you and miss you!
Jenny
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Stacey Windover - Kimbat + Stacey = Friends
Chandler Holmes-A man of few words
- Playing with the children at the orphanages, seeing blank faces turn to smiles.
- When one of the orphans, Gema, came out and introduced himself, you could tell he was respected by the other children by the way they called out his name. In fact, they wouldn't play frisbee with us until he got involved and made it "cool."
- Hanging out with the team one night for dinner. The entire team was exhausted, but instead of going to bed, they walked several blocks to a "pizza" place and we had a great time of fellowship.
- As I was picking up the trash from the craft projects, a young man actually grabbed my hand and spoke to the translator and said he didn't want me to pick up the trash, they wanted to take care of it!
- Playing basketball with the kids and seeing just how talented they were. One kid didn't miss a shot from anywhere on the court. We didn't win 3 on 3.
- Stacey is typing for Chandler right now and one high I saw was when several little ones were climbing on Chandler as he played with them as they belly laughed and returned for more of the big teddy bear.
- One of the adults at the orphanage challenged me to wrestling, no one wants their butt kicked in a foreign country.
- After hanging out with the kids, I was sad to learn the realization that they were fighting for attention hoping for an adoption and I realized at that time I am in no position to do something about it.
Playing with the kids!-DAY 2
Please pray that we would continue to be able to break language barriers with the kids and continue to keep energy and activity up with the kids. Pray that we can be the best example of what God truly wants for them.
"LET US THEN APPROACH THE THRONE OF GRACE WITH CONFIDENCE, SO THAT WE MAY RECEIVE MERCY AND FIND GRACE TO HELP US IN OUR TIME OF NEED."
HEBREWS 4:16
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Eddie Crain - Day 5 Davay Davay!
I know Chris and Jenny got you up to speed as of yesterday, so I’ll just give you a snapshot of today. Oh, wait, just one thing about yesterday. We did high/low at breakfast and I shared with the team that my high from yesterday was meeting a little girl named Christina. We saw her at one of the orphanages and when I asked if I could take her picture she smiled pretty for me. You can see the picture I’ve attached. For those of you that know my boys, she really looks like them…ironic?? Anyway, her name starts with a “C” and all my boys are “C” names…..OK Eddie refocus before you lose it again!
About today…it’s been a great day of incredible interaction with a lot of really great kids!! We started at the orphanage that had mostly special needs kids ages 5-17. Some were more severe than others, but for the most part they were very interactive and participating in everything. Chris, Chandler, and I started by playing kickball with about 20 kids. It took them a little while to get the hang of how to play but they really enjoyed it once they got it. That where we said “Davay, Davay” a lot. It means “Hurry, Come on, come on.” We were telling them to run from base to base. We also used Ma la dee etz (good job) a lot. They loved the encouragement.
The girls were busy doing crafts and playing with the parachute with some of the little ones. They were loving all of the attention they were getting.
After a while I decided to take some to a separate area and throw around a Frisbee. Surprisingly, they were pretty good at throwing it. But, it didn’t keep their attention very long. Because….I brought out the camera….as I started taking pictures and they all wanted to see them in my display. Then one of them asked me if they could wear my sunglasses…well, that was the start of a big, big deal!! They started wearing them and posing for pictures. The girls would take a picture and then go pose on the grass or behind a tree flipping up their hair and acting like movie stars…it was hilarious. As long as I kept snapping photos they kept posing…seriously it had to be for about 40 minutes or so!
Well after the photo shoot, we moved inside the orphanage and went from room to room handing out shoes to all the kids. We very soon realized that we didn’t have enough. There was no way we were going to get away with not giving all of them shoes. After all, most of them got them, but not all?? So, we left and went to the “Bizare” (outdoor mall type thing) to buy some more shoes to take back and give all the kids. All I can say is Aiman is awesome. She talked a guy down to get 30 pairs of shoes for like $7 a pair. So, we took the shoes back to the orphanage and just watched as the kids began to smile from ear to ear. It was a great thing to see!!
Well, after the first orphanage experience of the day we were all ready to go to the second orphanage. This one wasn’t special needs….the ages were still 5-17. I would have to say that this was my highlight of the day. As we pulled up, there were a bunch of kids playing basketball…so, you know me, I asked if I could play and we started shooting around. Next thing you know, they are asking us to play a three on three game…them three versus Chandler, Chris and me. It’s never a good sign when they want to play together….trust me. Needless to say….they kicked our butts! And they were in sandles!! With a couple of big divets in the concrete!! We later found out that they play on a Kazak team. Wish we would have known that earlier….
There was one young man, probably 17 or so, very mature and spoke pretty good English. He was just learning. He seemed to have a great spirit about him. He was telling me good shot and playing very fair even when some of the others were intense. He really had my attention. His name was Errma. Anyway, after a couple of long basketball games we decided to go to the soccer field and teach them ultimate Frisbee. At first, the boys didn’t want to follow us and play, but then Errma encouraged them to come and they listened. We taught them how to play and they caught on really quick. We had a blast and I think they did too! When we left Errma asked for my email address and he gave me his….he was very eager to stay in touch…I hope he does! We gave him the Frisbee and told him to continue to play the new game they learned here today…he was very excited!! The last thing he said, as he turned to Aiman and asked how to say it in English, was “we had a good time today.” Wheeeew….I felt God’s smile on us at that moment!
Today, we weren’t able to teach a lesson or open the Bible (it’s just the way these orphanages work for now) but, we were able to be the hands and feet of Jesus in some very tangible ways. It’s like the Saint Francis of Assisi quote we often hear, “Preach the gospel all the time, and when necessary use words.” Well, today our words were very few…probably because we only knew a few…but hopefully they felt the love of Jesus!! I know I did!!
Eddie
Playing with the kids!
Pray as we take in all we saw yesterday and begin to get to know each kid today. Pray that we would be wise in our actions and words, and express the love from God that is unconditional.
"GIVE YOURSELF FULLY TO GOD. HE WILL USE YOU TO ACCOMPLISH GREAT THINGS ON THE CONDITION THAT YOU BELIEVE MUCH MORE IN HIS LOVE THAN IN YOUR OWN WEAKNESS."
-MOTHER THERESA
Stacey Windover - scratch crosses, slap bracelets and God's eyes...oh my!
Monday, June 23, 2008
Ta-Da....we arrive....finally!
Pray for us as we prepare for meeting up with the kids tomorrow and also that we would all step out and get to know the kids, even with a huge language barrier.
Pray that we would have strength and energy to keep up with all these kids each day!
"AS CHRISTIANS, WE ARE CALLED TO BE AMBASSADORS OF CHRIST IN WHOM THE REALITY OF GOD'S INFINITE COMPASSION BECOMES CONCRETE AND TANGIBLE."
-NOUWEN, MCNEILL, MORRISON.......COMPASSION
Jenny Buttler - God speaks Russian too!
Sunday, Aiman, our translator took us to the church that she attends. I was not at all sure what to expect, but was pleasantly surprised to find many English speaking members, including the pastor and his daughter (who translated the sermon for us). When we arrived, I could hear the music playing out of the open windows and was astonished to hear familiar tunes - Shout to the Lord, Refiner's Fire, Jesus My Jesus being sung in Russian. It was such a beautiful, awe inspiring sound to hear foreign voices praising our God in a familiar, yet unfamiliar way. Same tune, new words. The sermon was on 2 Kings, and about renewing our committment to study God's word. It was particularly focused on how the lost book of Deut. was found and how the Israelites were punished by God for worshipping idols because of the loss of this book, and the re-discovery of God's law and how we should find ways to rediscover God's word and renew the fire that we should have burning in our heart for Him.
That is what this trip has done for me. Seeing the children today of course broke my heart. I left in tears (as I knew that I would) when a beautiful blonde headed little girl asked if we were there to bring anyone new mommies and daddies. I have always had a heart of compassion for children, especially hurting children. When I saw these children today, it was as if God whispered to me - this is the same tune, but these children are new words - meaning, even though they are abandoned, they are dirty, they are unwanted, they don't speak English - I want them & I love them!! For the longest time, I had really wondered why God wanted me to come on this trip. I know now that it is to help. In whatever way I can, I am here to help. If it is giving hugs, or handing out shoes, or giving them a piece of candy, or making a craft with them, or installing bathroom tile (which will not happen this time) this experience has rekindled a fire in my heart for serving God in a new way that I didn't ever think possible. I don't know on which path God will lead me, whether it is adopting a child of our own, or returning to lead other teams to serve these orphanages, or getting involved with organizations like Hadassah's Hope in Texas, but if there is one emotion that I feel, it is urgency. Urgent to reach these children for Christ and to let them know that despite of their conditon, that his love for him is abounding!
That's all for, now - we are headed off to dinner and to do some planning for a day with the children tomorrow. Please pray that we can be given some solid opportunities to share Christ's love with these children and that the barrier of language will come down.
With much love and extreme gratitude,
Jenny
Chris Lewis - My Journey So Far...
My prayer on Day 2 was for our safety, our courage, and the opportunity to make a difference in Kazakhstan. That God will allow us to help these orphans and know that they are loved.
Amsterdam was awesome. We had an eleven hour layover. I had fun walking around the city checking it out and didn't partake in any of the activities it is known for.
We arrived in Almaty, Kazakhstan early Sunday morning. So far it's been 57 hours without sleep for me and I think I'm becoming delirious. We met Aiman (our guide & translator) and her husband Yurek. Customs holds us up for about an 1.5 hours at the airport because they want us to pay for the 7 boxes of humanitarian aid we are bringing into the country. How ironic is that! If we were selfish and just brought stuff for ourselves, they're cool, but since we want to help others out, we need to pay them. Aiman helps us resolve it a few dollars later finally. I discover right away that Kazak drivers are crazy. They ignore most of what I perceive as traffic laws. Aiman fits right in. It reminds me of Mr. Toad's Wild Ride at DisneyLand. So we get to the apartment some nice people are letting us use while they are gone and I get about a 2.5 hour nap. The first sleep I've had in 73 hours.
Although I enjoyed my time in Amsterdam and my first day in Kazakhstan getting a glimpse of the city of Almaty, I'm to the point where I want to do something for others. It's frustrating that it has taken so long to get to the orphans and I feel guilty that it's almost been like a mini-vacation.
After our overnight train ride (yes, I slept through the night and I'm back to feeling groovy) we arrive early Monday (today) in Taraz. Today we visited 3 orphanages and were able to look around and meet a number of kids. At the one orphanage where we were planning on redoing the bathrooms, we get thrown a bit of a curveball. They have two locations and they are going to be combining the two locations and tearing down the other. The top need for the orphanage during our meeting with the Deputy Director of the orphanage is laid out as needing new beds. We go check out the beds and numerous are broken (cheap materials). They don't meet health standards because they are not raised off of the floor. Several kids just sleep on the floor with a thin matress. We spend several hours in the afternoon pricing beds at several locations in the city. It was frustrating because no one wanted to work with us on pricing for 93 beds for orphans.
Tomorrow we have a full day of activities planned for the approximately 75 kids ages 5-18. We have crafts, group games, and field (dirt) events. It should be fun. We hear the kids will just love hanging out with us and soak up the attention.
The saddest thing I've heard on the trip was today. I learned that most orphans in Kazakhstan are adopted by the age of 5. Good news. However, those that aren't or come into the system at a later age rarely get adopted. The older kids are resigned to a life at the orphanage until they are basically turned loose on their own at age 18. If an older kid does get adopted, it almost always a girl. There are a lot of older boys at the orphanages.
Thank you for all of your continued prayers. We feel it and need it. And thank you again to those who helped get us here. We are trying to represent you well by making a difference in the lives of these orphans.
- Chris
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Taraz Here we come! (is travel over yet?!)
Please pray for us, as travel is getting to be a little much at this point, and a bed would be nice to lay our heads on. Pray for us as we prepare our hearts for the next few days in Taraz!
"IF YOU HAVE ANY ENCOURAGEMENT FROM BEING UNITED WITH CHRIST, IF ANY COMFORT FROM HIS LOVE, IF ANY FELLOWSHIP WITH THE SPIRIT, IF ANY TENDERNESS AND COMPASSION, THEN MAKE MY JOY COMPLETE BY BEING LIKE-MINDED, HAVING THE SAME LOVE, BEING ONE IN SPIRIT AND PURPOSE."
PHILIPPIANS 2:1-2
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Amsterdam!!!!
Today's Verse:
" AND THIS IS MY PRAYER: THAT YOUR LOVE MAY ABOUND MORE AND MORE IN KNOWLEDGE AND DEPTH OF INSIGHT, SO THAT YOU MAY BE ABLE TO DISCERN WHAT IS BEST AND MAY BE PURE AND BLAMELESS UNTIL THE DAY OF CHRIST."
PHILIPPIANS 1:9-10
Friday, June 20, 2008
Leaving For Kazakhstan
Please pray that the team blends well together. Every individual is extremely wonderful and very accomodating, so I am positive they will all have fun. Pray that we can sleep on the plane and be rested for an exciting time of getting to know each other in Amsterdam!
The team has a Kazakhstan journal and each day on the journal has a verse or qote for encouragement, so i thought it would be great for you all to follow along with us and know what we are reading and talking about.
Today's Verse:
"THE LORD HIMSELF GOES BEFORE YOU AND WILL BE WITH YOU; HE WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU NOR FORSAKE YOU, DO NOT BE AFRAID; DO NOT BE DISCOURAGED."
DEUTERONOMY 31:8